Comfort Over Pain?

Posted: September 6, 2009 in cutting, feelings, hope

For the first time in a long time, I’m sad, but I don’t want to hurt myself. I want to be comforted, held, protected. I want someone to tell me it’s all right. I’m not angry at myself. I’m sad for the little girl. And I’m angry at those who hurt her. And I crave the comfort of soft arms to the comfort of a sharp blade.

Is this progress?

  1. Lil says:

    sounds like progress to me, ari. well done you.

  2. susan says:

    It is progress, it just doesn’t feel like it- yet. I agree with Lil. We done!

  3. arifaery says:

    Thanks for the support. 🙂

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