Nobody Knows

Posted: August 25, 2009 in depression, friends, support, work

I feel so lonely lately.

As my depression dips and dives lower I am trying to gather my support people around me. Hard to do when everyone is half a country away. I’ve been sending emails and texts and trying to call (which I’m not so great at). Problem is I might send a message and 5 days later I still haven’t heard anything. I know everybody is busy doing their life. It’s just hard because it makes me feel alone and once again feeling like my problems are never important enough. I never put myself first so when i try to do that and i don’t feel like I have a lot of support it’s like, what’s the point?

Well my blog readers, who may or may not really exist (wouldn’t that be a trip if you were all in my mind!), thanks for listening. I’m trying to have a more positive outlook on my life, especially my job, but it’s really, really hard.

We’ll see…

  1. Borderline Lil says:

    Oh, Ari, it hurts my heart to see you are struggling. I know it's hard, but keep fighting!

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