Debbie Downer

Posted: August 21, 2009 in anxiety, depression, stress, work

Have you ever felt like you’re such a downer that no one wants to talk to you?

I feel like I’m that constant rain cloud in people’s lives. I’ve been complaining a lot. I try to keep it under control, I really do. It just seems that every other word is a new complaint. I try to play it off by laughing and pretend I just have a really bad sense of humor.

The truth is I’m just that pathetic. I am so miserable right now that I’ve even lost the ability to hide it. The stress has finally reached its goal of conquering another. Every new thing in my life these days stresses me out. And all day at work I have to hide the fact that I’m depressed and stressed. So when I’m sitting in my office or with my one trusted coworker it all comes tumbling out. And when I get home it all just envelopes me like my new backstabbing best friend.

Something has got to change because I can’t go on like this.

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