Does It Ever Get Better

Posted: August 12, 2009 in Uncategorized

I’m really trying very hard to be happy and peppy today. But a sudden melancholy has washed over me. But I won’t give in. I have 3 1/2 more hours of work.

I just don’t know what it’s gonna take. Faking it doesn’t do me any good but I just don’t see any other option. Enjoy the moments of cheerfulness when they come and fake my way through the melancholy that seems to be a constant these days.

I’ve got to do something. My depression and other issues are wrecking havoc on my marriage.

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